Nov 16, 2020
“It Wasn’t About Me: Dawn Kelley on Supporting her Child Through Transitioning Part 1 of 2”
Interview with Dawn Kelley
Dawn Kelley is a local mom and traveling enthusiast. A passion for people, a passion for storytelling, a passion for life…. an engaging speaker, a voracious laugh and a make you feel good personality…all descriptions people would use to identify her.
Dawn has a reputation for being a strong, empathetic leader. She volunteers for the Society for Human Resources Management and spent several years serving on the local Executive Board for Central Valley Human Resources Management Association. She is a certified HR Professional with 25+ years of experience and is the Human Resources Manager at the City of Modesto.
Dawn has a broad range of knowledge, specifically skilled in human resources management, leadership development, coaching/ supervision and recently became ordained to perform weddings!
She has a determination to meet people where they are. To help people be heard and to celebrate their accomplishments no matter the size…each one is taking a step in the right direction.
In September 2018, she was a featured TEDx speaker in the Central Valley speaking on Parental Resiliency.
She is the mom to two amazing, accomplished children, the wife to a wonderful man and a resilient woman who has a large group of trusted friends and confidants who have helped her on this journey.
To connect with Dawn, you can email her directly at Dawnkelleyhr@gmail.com
In this episode:
Dawn reflects on parenting, expectations, and important lessons learned through supporting her child through his transgender journey. She discusses how she moved from blame, denial, and a fear of how this reflected on her, to recognizing that it wasn’t about her at all. Hear Dawn’s story as she shares the importance of validating, listening, and supporting the emotional health of your child through their individual journeys.
“In fact, this little girl [my daughter] just told me She was meant to be a He. . . And, my fist response was ‘Well, that’s not happening.’ ” – Dawn Kelley, TedX Modesto
It Wasn’t About Me
Dawn shares her initial reactions and fears when her daughter Morgan first shared, “She was meant to be a He.” And, in complete transparency, shares her first thought was, “It was about me.”
Dawn recognizes that when her then daughter first shared her desire to be male, Dawn’s initial response wasn’t about her child at all, but about herself and how it would affect her life. Dawn states,
“There’s no way.”
“My husband isn’t going to go for that, my friends are going to go for that.”
“What’s my Dad going to think?”
Dawn discusses her process of recognizing that her initial response to her child’s request was actually dismissive, and how she had to put herself aside in order to truly listen to and hear her child’s words.
Dawn opens up about her immediate need to blame others and media for, “Putting those kinds of shows on and making kids think its okay to change your gender.” The immediate desire to dismiss her child’s statements on transitioning and attribute it to a phase or fad. She discusses her individual process in understanding that this was not a phase or fad but, in fact, her child seeking her support in a highly emotional process. It took time to accept the many changes that came with supporting the emotional health of her child through his transitioning, but she ultimately recognized it was a process and that’s okay. Because ultimately,
“It didn’t matter what anybody thought, because that’s still my kid.” – Dawn Kelley
Renaming your Child Who is Transitioning Genders
Dawn then discusses the various things that emerged that she had not considered in this process of transitioning including the re-naming of her child, per her child’s request.
He [Parker] told me, “Morgan is tied to who I was before, and maybe who I didn’t ever feel comfortable in. . . Moving into a new name allows me to explore who I am.” – Dawn Kelley
The Emotional and Social Struggles of Supporting your Child through Gender and Sexuality Expression
Exploring your identity and finding yourself is not always easy as a child, teen, or young adult, especially among peers or within school settings. Dawn discusses the social and emotional challenges that emerged with her child including:
- Self-harming behaviors such as cutting
- Thoughts of suicide
Dawn reminds her child, “We’re in this together and we’re going to figure this out. This is not going to be something you’re going to face on our own.” – Dawn Kelley
Dawn also shares the importance of checking in with your child’s emotional wellbeing and offering support.
“Every teenager in the World whether they’re having any sexual gender expression, they’re keeping stuff from you. They’re keeping it from you because it’s painful, it’s embarrassing, there’s judgement. . . they don’t want to disappoint you. They don’t want you to know that someone teased them at school that day, they don’t want you to think they’re stupid, unlike, or don’t have friends or not popular. All of that is what’s in these teenagers’ minds. And they’re just trying to go to school and come home.” – Dawn Kelley
As parents, we immediately begin setting expectations on our children based on gender. Expectations on looks, academics, sports, clothing, and more. Dawn reminds us to be mindful of the gender expectations we communicate through they toys we buy, statements we make, or clothes we put on them, because ultimately our children are their own individuals.
Join us next Monday for part 2 of our interview with Dawn Kelley.
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